Ive had to come home. Yesterday night was terrible for me! Felt so depressed last night , was in my room listening to depressing music. Also i self harmed again. cuts on my arm. There was tears , lots of tears. I was wondering round the town center alone last night , rang my friend in tears and she came and picked me up with my sister. im home. I don't think i can go back there , this keeps happening. My parents don't want me going back.
I tried to see my doctor today back he is annual leave this week apparently
I cant even get excited about christmas